前言..........................................................1

（一）初患癌癥的感受....................................................2

（二）我為什么會得癌癥..................................................4

（三）得了癌癥怎么辦....................................................7

（四）關(guān)于放化療.......................................................11

（五）怎么對待醫(yī)生的話.................................................14

（六）關(guān)于中醫(yī)藥.......................................................16

（七）對癌癥的重新認(rèn)識.................................................19

（八）心態(tài)、養(yǎng)生及其他.................................................21

第一篇　初始...................................................27

（一）體檢查出癌癥....................................................27

（二）住院手術(shù).........................................................32

（三）開始化療.........................................................40

（四）《相約星期二》...................................................44

（五）太大意了.........................................................45

（六）親友們的關(guān)愛....................................................46

（七）病友故事.........................................................49

（八）迎來新年.........................................................60

（九）化療結(jié)束.........................................................62

（十）開始放療.........................................................64

（十一）白細(xì)胞太低....................................................68

（十二）胸部皮膚潰瘍..................................................69

（十三）放療結(jié)束......................................................70

（十四）要吃昔芬片.....................................................74

（十五）終于上班了.....................................................78

（十六）關(guān)注陸幼青.....................................................83

（十七）開始鍛煉身體...................................................84

（十八）定期復(fù)查......................................................85

（十九）追加紫杉醇....................................................87

（二十）掉頭發(fā)、戴假發(fā)................................................89

（二十一）再一次紫杉醇................................................92

（二十二）第三次紫杉醇................................................96

（二十三）又到新年....................................................98

（二十四）完成了任務(wù)..............................................101

（二十五）繼續(xù)吃中藥..................................................102

第二篇　復(fù)發(fā).........................................................105

（一）無意間發(fā)現(xiàn).....................................................105

（二）住院全面檢查...................................................108

（三）王主任講解復(fù)發(fā).................................................109

（四）第一次做骨掃描.................................................113

（五）還要再做化療...................................................115

（六）又是紫杉醇.....................................................118

（七）終于昏倒.......................................................122

（八）又做放療.......................................................128

（九）驚悉另一方案...................................................134

（十）第一次去腫瘤科.................................................143

（十一）內(nèi)分泌治療藥芙瑞...........................................145

（十二）開始追加放療.................................................146

（十三）胸壁皮膚又潰破...............................................148

（十四）放療終于完成.................................................149

（十五）養(yǎng)病、心情、朋友.............................................154

（十六）復(fù)查........................................................157

（十七）講癌癥的文章................................................158

（十八）情緒總須調(diào)整................................................169

（十九）頭發(fā)長出來了................................................177

（二十）再復(fù)查.......................................................179

（二十一）心理變得敏感.............................................180

（二十二）白細(xì)胞總是低..............................................185

（二十三）去朋友家散心..............................................186

（二十四）總會莫名的傷心............................................188

（二十五）一首小詩..................................................190

（二十六）感悟人生..................................................194

（二十七）心有余悸..................................................204

（二十八）說中醫(yī).....................................................206

（二十九）世上沒有完美的事...........................................210

（三十）又一個(gè)春天來了..............................................217

第三篇　轉(zhuǎn)移.......................................................225

（一）退休后的生活..................................................225

（二）學(xué)會瀟灑......................................................228

（三）過年的聯(lián)想...................................................231

（四）總是胸悶......................................................233

（五）看病的思索....................................................237

（六）肺部發(fā)現(xiàn)結(jié)節(jié)..................................................240

（七）疑似轉(zhuǎn)移......................................................245

（八）繼續(xù)看中醫(yī)....................................................248

（九）結(jié)節(jié)明顯增大..................................................252

（十）幸遇李鐵一....................................................254

（十一）準(zhǔn)備手術(shù)....................................................256

（十二）病房故事....................................................260

（十三）又上手術(shù)臺..................................................263

（十四）終于出院了..................................................267

（十五）再去腫瘤科..................................................271

（十六）喜讀凌志軍..................................................273

（十七）恢復(fù)鍛煉....................................................277

（十八）三個(gè)月復(fù)查..................................................280

結(jié)束語............................................................285

跋................................................................293

編后記.............................................................299